I have this stress when baby is alone with me. To breastfeed or bottle feed. To out on yaolan or not. Is he hot? Is he dirty after feed? Will I wake him up if I wipe him. Burp?! Diaper?? All these....... I'm going bonkers. 

Dear god. I pray that u take away my worries and mould me into a confident mummy who can enjoy the process of taking care of my baby.