I would really miss all of Riordan's baby moments! Though the first 3 months were tough and stressful... The returns were definitely priceless! His smile.... His milestones. The two teeth. Sitting on baby chair. Sitting in his own. First solid food. When his neck grew stronger. His guest byebye wave. His first magazine shoot. Everyday theres smth to look forward to 

The joy of being a mother

I felt that I have to blog this amazing feeling down and smile at this entry in years to come when I look back. 

The 3 of us ended the night late as there was a wedding to attend at mbs. Can't was of course KO after his persistence in keeping awake so that he can observe the people and surrounding. 

But him being him. He woke up 30mins later while we pushed him back to the car. 

On the journey back home the little sleepyhead lay down against my chest and slowly dozing off. It was a wonderful feeling. I never thought I could love anyone so dearly other than my own mum and hubby. 

The love is so strong that it would engulf me. Like I totally wouldn't mind giving up my life for this little baby. So that's motherhood. It was really a terribly joyful process. I felt that I have grow so much. I learnt what unconditional meant. Everything I do, I do it with all my heart. My willing heart. 

No wonder everyone misses the baby process. It's like they are suffice with mummy's presence and everything seems to amuse them. It's their first to experience everything. Their every expressions makes us laugh. Every actions. Every sounds. 

Just wanna thank God for giving us such a wonderful gift. Thank you for giving me the strength and wisdom to take care of my baby boy. I can't be more bless. 

Baby riordan. Your smile is my everything