Hong Kong trip

Hk trip was amazing. I kind of miss it now even tho I don't say I really enjoy it there then. I miss hugging my hubby to sleep. We were seperated for 7 nights! 

There were too much walking n standing to wait. I felt very kang kor for my MIL. I am afraid that my mum ll feel bored. N during shopping I always throw hubby to walk by himself while I kept my mum entertained. 

Luckily my mum was kept occupied watching out for the 2 kids n it was a joy to watch them. Udelle is extremely obedient the whole time while vachlan maintains his comical character though really hard to control n hyperactive!

Well well, the things we see or the things we ate wasn't the key point. It was spending time w my hubby. My mum, mil. N the thngs. :)  can tell how great parents Tricia n Sam were. They are our role model ;)

My hubby when he left for his 5 days golf trip

Sent hubby to the airport last night at 10pm. Before he got down the car, we kissed goodbye and then he told Riordan 'don't bully mummy ah' :) it's simply sweet. 

He also left 300 bucks and say its for me to spend while he is away. I know he is doing all these because he probably felt guilty for leaving R n I here. So I thought it's really sweet too :)

He also made sure I know how to operate his car, and told me to let him know whenever I reached my destination. He also pre-keyed in the locations I'm going into the GPS. He is really worried for me n I am happy that he is ;p

I just finished lunch. And I'm feeling too full from it. I had a whole big plate of rice and meat. But right now I am still thinking of munching something. Or maybe to drink something sweet and cold. Sigh. 

I am also at the same time very tired. I think it was the irregular timing from the plane ride back from Hong Kong. 

Didn't manage to catch a good sleep for two nights. But of course I am still very blessed with sufficient rest as compared to Tricia. 

When Riordan comes out, I wonder of I will go bonkers if my sleep will be sacrificed because of baby. 

Christmas at hkg!

Told hubby that I wanted this quite some time ago. He told me to wait till Christmas. So I quietly waited. Thinking that he might forget. But when we reached hkg, he constantly helped me looked out for it :) feeling loved! 

Hkd 4790  = Sgd777.90

Random 2. Because I am bored on a Saturday noon

1. We are flying to hongkong tonight. I am so happy because it's a break away from work. I doubt it will be a good getaway whereby we cld feel relax and recharged. Because trish's maid gone missing and three kids are definitely very, very difficult to manage. But I am still very happy because I get to travel with my 3 loves! My man, mum and baby R! 

2. I hope mum will enjoy greatly though. It's the first time she's going hkg. We will be stopping by Macau to. I forsee there are many food to buy home, and many food to eat. Prepare to grow fat :(

3. I weighed about 55kg right now and it sucks. I am so afraid I won't be able to lose it. My double chin has always been around but now it's getting more and more obvious. I wonder if hubby has no more physical attraction towards me. 

4. I cannot stand seeing my house in a mess and it's irritating sometimes to see hubby leaves his stuff there forever!!!!! Not keeping it at all. There's a red and white envelope on our tv console. Let's see how long will it be there if I don't keep it for him. Zzzz

Life so far is ABOVE average. That's all folks! 😁

Random

Things that happened by far. 

1. Bought myself a new oven for 299. I know nuts about baking but i really want to bake my favourite beef lasagne for myself and hubby. So I invested in that. Hopefully I will start picking up some baking interest for sweet treats like muffins too.

2. Kaya and I kind of fell out. I never knew she is affected by things that I unintentionally did? Sometimes I want to salvage our friendship because it's a pity to let go like that. But sometimes I question if it is worth it. Looking at how she is so calculative and mindful about certain things makes me scared. Do not know when I am saying the right thing or wrong thing. :(

3. Baby is very active tonight. Maybe he is a little excited over the hongkong trip? Daddy bent down and tried to listen to him ended up he felt a little kick/movement on his face. Daddy the uses his hands to cup over his mouth and question 'hello. What are u doing inside' 😅 daddy obviously don't know how to do baby talk. Haha

Hi daddy

Pregnancy part 2

So I text hubby and told him that kit has been bought. He asked me whether it

can be tested this early. I told him I don't really know but google mentioned that u can test pregnancy at 4 weeks already. 

If u asked me if I was hoping for a positive or negative, I really do not know. There were many pros and cons. But probably at that point of time I was secretly impulsively hoping for a positive. Because we do want to have kids but at the same time we do not want to be stress over it. So imagine if it was a negative, we would have still been trying for one now. 

I peed on a cup then use the test kit to dip in for a few seconds, I vaguely saw double lines. But i faster clean up and left the kit in the toilet for the next 1 minute. Abit afraid of what I will see....... 

I got myself changed to a comfortable short. And then both hubby n I walked towards the toilet. Yes the double line was clearer now but still a little lighter than the first line. Then hubby asked is this is accurate. I told him I think it's

90 percent accurate. 

And then he gave me a hug. The next moments were just plain bliss. Not really overjoyed but just felt blessed. 

Told Tricia. Told my mum. Told his mum. Was told not to change bedsheet.  Recommended a gynae. Should eat birds nest after 1st 3 mths. Cannot drill here and there at the house. Don't need to do housework etc. the attention on me once again! Hehehee.

Called gynae to make an appointment to have the pregnancy verified. Some negative thoughts came into my mind like whether baby will be healthy and growing well. Told hubby and he started to 'nag'. But I know he was trying not to stress me and not make me think so much when things have/did not even happen. I argued that I was trying to prepare for the worse. Expect the bad so won't be so upset. Had a little argument there and made a big hoo ha. But it's all over. 

After that night, we became extremely loving. He is so affectionate. And he started to help more in housework. Right now he is the laundry IC. 

Okay now back to how are my body conditions like. I was still at that point very concern about weight gain. My diet has became habitual. I control what I eat. For the 1st 2 months beside tiredness, I don't feel any nauseousness. But sometimes at one point I will hope that I feel that abit because that's part of pregnancy... And then after the 2nd month. Shoot. My nauseousness came. I felt to lousy. Waking up every morning to a stirring gastric that can make me throw up anytime. Imagine that. U already don't feel good getting up early for work. Now u have to tahan that nauseousness. And I don't know what to eat. I lost appetite but I know I have to eat so that my gastric will stop churning. 

Every single day at work I feel like a horrid and to make it worse there was no one to turn to. So Louise was the first one to know about my pregnancy and I am so glad for her existence. She supported me. Eat with me generously. My appetite after my pregnancy went up to a much greater level.

I love rice. Love clean carbs some might say. Anything that's soupy and almost blant suits me. Slowly I hate artificial food. I hate pork. Fishcake. Fish balls. Hotdogs. All these proceesed food put me off. Slowly I hate the sight of chicken skin and no doubt my first hate of food used to be my first love. The yellow thing in the middle of egg. Haha I can't even stand seeing the spelling. That's how bad. 

And then my hatred for meat became so strong I stopped eating seafood altogether. My preference for vegetable and toufu grew. 

All these aversions surfaced after my continuous puking towards the end of my first trimester. Some days the puking went to to like 3 times a day. And there's once when I puked, I felt so weak my leg was going to give way. That was the worse day off life. I puked after I get down the bus, just right outside ballota park. The sight was pitiful. I squat down beside the little patches of grass and plants and puke my life away with people looking over. 

But that despite being the worse puke was also my last puke. Soon after my nauseousness toned down bit by bit and Tada!! 

I'm now officially 24 weeks! Yes. It's a Tuesday today and I'm 24weeks and 0days :) 

People started to notice my bump. The train commuters would always offer me a seat. Not immediately. It's always after 5 mins of observation. 

I'm now getting ready for my hongkong trip this Saturday. I can't wait! What a breakaway from work. And a good time with my mum :)

Oh and about 2-3 weeks ago I started to feel quickening from riordan. I kept thinking that I might be imagining it because I'm dying to feel it. But not after hubby places his hands on my tummy and we felt the movements together! Amazing. Now I am convinced that there's a little something inside me. Hahaha.

Pregnancy part 1

Today I lied on dearies lap and he started stroking my tummy and Riordan. It's like life simple pleasure to me. Knowing that I'm loved :)

Shall be talking about my pregnancy so far. I've read 2-3 blogs about how they went through pregnancy. I thought I should document mine too. 

So after our wedding night, we just stopped using contraceptive. During the bkk trip I had my mensus so we didn't really do anything until the last day of the trip. So I seriously do not think that our baby is made in Bangkok. Haha

About 3 weeks or so after the holidays, I started feeling really tired especially during work. I blamed it on this 'holiday' mood of mine. But then I realise... That my tiredness do not go away after work like how it usually does. I only went home and find myself wanting to sleep earlier and earlier. Not wanting to go out with my friends and all that. 

I started to feel breast sore during the time that my period is suppose to come. But it didn't arrive. I really wasn't suspecting anything then. I kept telling my colleagues that I think I am pregnant. I think it was because I kept going to the washroom. But still all these did not get me started in searching the symptoms of pregnancy. Then one day i noticed darkening around my nipples. I became really curious. So I searched for symptoms. Out of 7 signs I got about 3?

Texted hubby about it. But I still didn't want to get any test kit. Half thinking that its not that easy to get pregnant lah, and another half thinking that I still want to hit the gym, go running, do massage.... What about my figure I've yet to enjoy looking at, what about my diet?

So I quickly booked an appointment for massage. Hehee.... Ignorance is bliss ma. At the point of time I only suspect pregnancy but have not verified it. 

So I was still waiting for my mens to come. And after a week and a half... I decided to get a test kit. 

Funny moments

IFunny moments of my husband:

1. This morning I asked him why did he pat my face last night. He told me he dreamt that he was doing some signalling. He realised he was doing that, but he act blur after waking me up. 

2. When I said abs trim man, he will swing his shoulder to imitate Chen Han Wei wearin shirt in the last scene of advertisement. 

3. When I said dong Zhi dong Zhi, he will sway his shoulder left and right only when he is on bed and assured that no one except me sees him doing that. 

4. I kept telling him I'm feeling very full from dinner. He touched my tummy and told me to ask riordan to eat faster. Haha!

Penning down so that I will have a good laugh even after 10 years down the road ;)

回忆真的好甜。

I still remembered how u told me u were so sticky towards me at the park. U leaned towards me like a child and I was feeling like the happiest n blessed person in the world. 

U dont do that anymore. Sometimes when I'm left alone to sleep in the night all these memories just makes me feel lonelier. 

Back to back. That's how we turn in to the night. Even though ure right next to me, it feels empty. 

Time is the hardest obstacle. I suppose.