From birth it's breast feeding... To smiling .. To stronger neck .. To flipping .. To feeding .. To crawling..  To sitting up .. To clapping hands .. Gong xi .. To walking .. To wear shoe shoe .. To saying his first accurate word "gou gou" 😅 

All in a year! How amazing :)

Upset.

I am upset because I felt like I'm being ignored or not respected most of the time. I don't feel love at all. Even the mil was better treated by my own husband than he is towards me. 

It's disheartening and I don't know if it's right for me to think this way. I really don't know who to talk to or ask help from. 

So here are some blessings that I need to count. 

1. Last night he came in to the room while I was patting riordan to sleep. Stood on the bay window and release the catch on the curtain. 

2. He took leave to accompany me when he knows my mum is leaving. Worrying that I cannot handle the situation by myself. 

3. He chose to work from home on the bail date of my dad because he is worried for my safety 

4. He always make sure he is there for all my scan appointment and takes a video of the process 

5. He suggested going to Australia to find my mum. 

6. We really went ahead and he paid for the air tickets and expenses 

7. He prompted me to send him images of the balenciaga bag I was looking for when he knows his colleague is there. 

8. He drops me at work every single morning even during the days he don't have to work

9. He picks me up from work when I request. 

10. Haha should I be contented ? Sigh. 

Mummy left the worse man in the world! She left sg to sydney on March 13. And I'm thankful the man didn't make too much noise! Anyway I'm just happy that mum is able to run away and start her life anew :) we will be flying over to aust to see her soon! Will update more!

Post Riordan's birthday

Just wanted to blog about this. This is the first time I work so hard to make a party happen. I don't even put in this kind of effort to my own wedding and naturally I am super excited when the day is drawing near. I'm just happy to be able to give riordan a wonderful first year old party. Some people may say we are spending and wasting money but I feel that ultimately it's the memories that we create makes everything worthwhile. So happy for the photos that was taken during that day. So happy to meet up with many friends on this day. Hahahaa maybe afterall this isn't Riordan's birthday party but mine ?! Lol! Anyway I had so much fun even when I was designing all the party collaterals!