can be tested this early. I told him I don't really know but google mentioned that u can test pregnancy at 4 weeks already.
If u asked me if I was hoping for a positive or negative, I really do not know. There were many pros and cons. But probably at that point of time I was secretly impulsively hoping for a positive. Because we do want to have kids but at the same time we do not want to be stress over it. So imagine if it was a negative, we would have still been trying for one now.
I peed on a cup then use the test kit to dip in for a few seconds, I vaguely saw double lines. But i faster clean up and left the kit in the toilet for the next 1 minute. Abit afraid of what I will see.......
I got myself changed to a comfortable short. And then both hubby n I walked towards the toilet. Yes the double line was clearer now but still a little lighter than the first line. Then hubby asked is this is accurate. I told him I think it's
90 percent accurate.
And then he gave me a hug. The next moments were just plain bliss. Not really overjoyed but just felt blessed.
Told Tricia. Told my mum. Told his mum. Was told not to change bedsheet. Recommended a gynae. Should eat birds nest after 1st 3 mths. Cannot drill here and there at the house. Don't need to do housework etc. the attention on me once again! Hehehee.
Called gynae to make an appointment to have the pregnancy verified. Some negative thoughts came into my mind like whether baby will be healthy and growing well. Told hubby and he started to 'nag'. But I know he was trying not to stress me and not make me think so much when things have/did not even happen. I argued that I was trying to prepare for the worse. Expect the bad so won't be so upset. Had a little argument there and made a big hoo ha. But it's all over.
After that night, we became extremely loving. He is so affectionate. And he started to help more in housework. Right now he is the laundry IC.
Okay now back to how are my body conditions like. I was still at that point very concern about weight gain. My diet has became habitual. I control what I eat. For the 1st 2 months beside tiredness, I don't feel any nauseousness. But sometimes at one point I will hope that I feel that abit because that's part of pregnancy... And then after the 2nd month. Shoot. My nauseousness came. I felt to lousy. Waking up every morning to a stirring gastric that can make me throw up anytime. Imagine that. U already don't feel good getting up early for work. Now u have to tahan that nauseousness. And I don't know what to eat. I lost appetite but I know I have to eat so that my gastric will stop churning.
Every single day at work I feel like a horrid and to make it worse there was no one to turn to. So Louise was the first one to know about my pregnancy and I am so glad for her existence. She supported me. Eat with me generously. My appetite after my pregnancy went up to a much greater level.
I love rice. Love clean carbs some might say. Anything that's soupy and almost blant suits me. Slowly I hate artificial food. I hate pork. Fishcake. Fish balls. Hotdogs. All these proceesed food put me off. Slowly I hate the sight of chicken skin and no doubt my first hate of food used to be my first love. The yellow thing in the middle of egg. Haha I can't even stand seeing the spelling. That's how bad.
And then my hatred for meat became so strong I stopped eating seafood altogether. My preference for vegetable and toufu grew.
All these aversions surfaced after my continuous puking towards the end of my first trimester. Some days the puking went to to like 3 times a day. And there's once when I puked, I felt so weak my leg was going to give way. That was the worse day off life. I puked after I get down the bus, just right outside ballota park. The sight was pitiful. I squat down beside the little patches of grass and plants and puke my life away with people looking over.
But that despite being the worse puke was also my last puke. Soon after my nauseousness toned down bit by bit and Tada!!
I'm now officially 24 weeks! Yes. It's a Tuesday today and I'm 24weeks and 0days :)
People started to notice my bump. The train commuters would always offer me a seat. Not immediately. It's always after 5 mins of observation.
I'm now getting ready for my hongkong trip this Saturday. I can't wait! What a breakaway from work. And a good time with my mum :)
Oh and about 2-3 weeks ago I started to feel quickening from riordan. I kept thinking that I might be imagining it because I'm dying to feel it. But not after hubby places his hands on my tummy and we felt the movements together! Amazing. Now I am convinced that there's a little something inside me. Hahaha.
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