Seems like today Will mark the end of my breastfeding relationship with my boy. Gave in to his request last night and tonight by topping up extra fbm. I mean seeing his smile is the best thing. So I shall release the comfortness and shelfishness in me. 

Suspecting that I'm pregnant with second one too. Used 2 test kits. Going for the scan this Friday. Hope all would be well. 

Lift this up to gods hand. Dear daddy god. I'm thankful for what u hV planned for me so far.