I just discovered something. The messages that hubby sent to kaya. Hub sort of speak up some good words for me. Saying ive matured a lot and not that emo anymore. And then saying I'm the last person who brags. But I'm contented. I'm so touched by his words. I never heard him say all these to me  

Kaya didn't mention to him about how I took her photo to take part in the competition and won it. Sigh. Taking her photo is nothing. The swey part is I won something. :( maybe I should buy her an air ticket to Korea. If we were to reconcile one day.