Self reflect

U know my last entry was just saying how I want to be a better person who knows my self worth. But it's rather hard. Tang isn't the sort who sings me praised all he time nor sweet talk me. Instead he could be rather straight forward and most of the time impatient with everything. 

Today I started ranting again when he told me he don't want to go to my aunts place. He told me he's like that since day 1 and insist that he won't change. Sigh. Anyway just to share the print screen. To remind myself that he knows and appreciates what I've been doing. 

Dear god. I pray that tang will listen to me more, get into my family more and be more understanding.